TL:DR....get over it. This IS the short version!
When my mother died, in 2016, I drove out of Nebraska and Kansas at 90 mph (don’t tell the cops, Mark if you read this hush you know me…lol) with AC/DC blaring on the radio. Truthfully, I might not have slowed down until I was miles from my destination. I was mad that all the family I left standing there, with no intentions of ever returning, were alive and she was not. I was mad at the world that I’d never talk to her again a